My New Year

I have to say that this may sound selfish to some and others may be smiling and saying it is about time, but 2009 is going to be the year for me. I am going to focus on myself, this does not mean I will neglect my family, actually quite the opposite. This will allow me to feel better about myself and as a result make me a more productive person. I am going to make healthier food choices and exercise some. I am very interested in starting a weight loss support group at our church once a week but not sure how I would arrange childcare. A group to get together once a week and exercise and then just have the moral support. I am going to paint my nails once a week at least and apply face moisturizer once a day. I was without face cream for over a year, because it was so low on my list of priorities. What a joke, why am last on my list. It can't just be because I am a mother because I look old and feel even older. This is not how I am going to spend the rest of my life. I think sometimes it is because I don't feel like I deserve to be taken care but that is changing. I want to look decent and this is my year 2009.

I currently weigh 180 pounds on December 29, 2009 - watch for weight loss updates because they will be coming. Check out my weight loss ticker on the bottom of my blog.